Come to your house and scream and bang on the door and ring the bell repeatedly twice. >.
But I can have a lot of girls any girl for my choosing. But I’m stuck on you. Why you? I hate nights like tonight.
MARINES!!
You’re not any better than we are. We’re not any better than you. We’re two completely different aspects of the military. Without us, you guys would be screwed. Without you, we’d be screwed. We feed off of each other. We work together. It’s a brotherhood. You act like you’re high and…
(Source: tothemoonandbaaack, via lesbipoet13)
I dont know what to do the more I ignore it the more is grabs ahold of me and reufeses to let go. Its like a leach, a snake choking the life out of an animal. You have this crazy hold on me. It makes my want to break down and cry. But I don’t. I forgot about you most days, I dont even speak your name. I let go and I can smile. But moments like this I get side swipped off my feet and I have this hole in my body. It longs for you. I never thought I’d be in love. I never thought I could trust someone who’s killed trust and broke me down to a million pieces. But its you. You who always comes to mind at the random moments, your memories who creep up and choke me and dont go away when I least expect it. Theres never been a person I could trust like you. Never been anyone who I’ve let all my walls down with and see all my flaws with out fear. Never anyone I could spill everythought in my head without a worry or second guess. You’re that one and only person I dont fear, the only person I can cry in front of and know you wont try to sugar coat it better, that youre always honest with me no matter the pain of the truth. The person I know who would never lay a hand on me, the person who wont rip me apart for my actions for my words. The person who wont back down to me who will push me past my limits. The person who can look at me and read me with out a single word spoken. The person I can sit quietly for hours and just look at eachother and have a whole converstaion with out having to speak. The person who can go out on adventures to knowwhere and appeciate the beauty. The person who hates spiders about as much as me, the person who can calm me down with a single touch or set my body on fire with a slight look. The person I can be next to and not touch and be perfetly okay. The person I can lay with with out being self conciouse and feel completely stunning. You’re that one and only in my life that see’s me and I see you for all who you are. And still we stand here in eachothers life. Not know knowing to step forward or back from one another. So we stand and we wait at a stand still. Both of us to subborn to scared to anything to do anything. To be Friends. To be Lovers. To be strangers. To be Something. To be nothing. Our lives still move forward though our paths are frozen. Time goes on, people walk past. I hope one day one day one of those people walking past bumps us forward in the right direction.
